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Shoujobyou – Still Unforgiven

August 31, 2017

「こんばんは、フィーナ。」
「…誰?」
「私はメイメイ。
貴女を救いにきたの。」
「貴女に見せてあげる。
“今”の貴女が、
これからどんな運命を辿るはずだったのかを」

“Konbanwa, Fiina.”
“… Dare?”
“Watashi wa Meimei.
Anata o sukui ni kita no.”
“Anata ni misete ageru.
‘Ima’ no anata ga,
kore kara donna unmei o tadoru hazu datta no ka o.”

“Good evening, Fina.”
“Who…?”
“I am Meimei.
I have come to save you.”
“I will show you.
What destiny the ‘current you’
Should have been heading toward from here.”

「メイメイは語りかける。
かつて語られなかった、最も最悪の可能性。」
「メイメイは語りかける。
残酷な運命。
その全てを見通したモノの目で。」

“Meimei wa katarikakeru.
Katsute katararenakatta, sai mo saiaku no kanousei.”
“Meimei wa katarikakeru.
Zankoku na unmei.
Sono subete o mitooshita MONO no me de.”

“Meimei speaks.
Of the very worst possibility, never before spoken of.”
“Meimei speaks.
Of a cruel fate.
With the eyes of one who has foreseen all of it.”

「メイメイは語りかける。
フィーナの意思など存在しない、一方的な救済。」
「メイメイは語りかける。
その美しい魂の色、損なわれぬよう。」

“Meimei wa katarikakeru.
Fiina no ishi nado sonzai shinai, ippouteki na kyuusai.”
“Meimei wa katarikakeru.
Sono utsukushii tamashii no iro, sokonawarenu you.”

“Meimei speaks.
Of a one-sided salvation in which Fina’s intent does not exist.”
“Meimei speaks.
So that the beautiful color of Fina’s soul would not be marred.”

「これは誰……?まさか……私?」

“Kore wa dare…? Masaka… watashi?”

“Who is this…? It can’t be… me?”

捻くれた螺旋―― ――運命の神はかくも厳し
赦された罪過―― ――生きることだけを考えよ
終り無き夢想―― ――いつか生まれ来る君を信じ
慎ましき日々―― ――そこに来る悪夢の使者

nejikureta rasen– — unmei no kami wa kakumo sabishi
yurusareta zaika– –ikiru koto dake o kangaeyo
owari naki musou– –itsuka umarekuru kimi o shinji
tsutsumashiki hibi– –soko ni kitaru akumu no shisha

A twisted spiral– –the god of fate is so lonely
A forgiven sin– –think only of living
An endless reverie– –believing in you who will someday be born
Quiet days– –the messenger of nightmares comes

こちらに向ける目が 哀れそうに私を射抜いて
発せられる言葉が 残酷な運命を告げる
小さな鏡が 映し出した見知らぬ光景
見慣れぬ誰かが “何か”を抱いて泣いていた……

kochira ni mukeru me ga awaresou ni watashi o inuite
hasserareru kotoba ga zankoku na unmei o tsugeru
chiisa na kagami ga utsushidashita mishiranu koukei
minarenu dareka ga ‘nanika’ o daite naite ita…

The eyes looking this way pierce through me pityingly
The words that issue forth tell of a cruel fate
The small mirror reflected an unfamiliar sight
The strange person was holding “something” and crying…

醜い魂に価値などないと吐き棄てて
指し示すその姿は
見てはならない凄惨な赤(いろ)を帯びていた――

minikui tamashii ni kachi nado nai to hakisutete
sashishimesu sono sugata wa
mite wa naranai seisan na aka [iro] o obite ita–

Spitting out that an ugly soul had no worth,
She pointed to the figure
And it became tinged with an unfamiliar, ghastly red color–

響く叫び声 只一つの名前
かつて描いたそれを彼女は叫び続けていた
生まれた時にはと 心に決めていた
わが子の名前が刻まれたひとつの瑕

hibiku sakebigoe tada hitotsu no namae
katsute egaita sore o kanojo wa yobitsudzukete ita
umareta toki ni wa to kokoro ni kimete ita
waga ko no namae ga kizamareta hitotsu no kizu

The echoing voice shouted only one name
She was continually calling out what had been written once
At the time of the birth, she had decided on her child’s name in her heart
That name was engraved in one wound

何度も何度もその名を呼ぶは
壊れかけの機械のようで
何度も何度もその名を呼ぶは
それが愛しきもの故

nandomo nandomo sono na o yobu wa
kowarekake no kikai no you de
nandomo nandomo sono na o yobu wa
sore ga itoshiki mono yue

Over and over, she called out that name
Like a broken machine
Over and over, she called out that name
Because that was precious to her

「そんな……あれは、私。
じゃあ、あの子がエフティヒア……。
そんな……だって、死んでるじゃない……!」

“Sonna… are wa, watashi.
Jaa, ano ko ga Efutihia….
Sonna… datte, shinde’ru ja nai…!”

“That can’t… that’s me.
Then, that girl is Eftihia….
That’s… but, she’s dead, isn’t she…!”

凡そ己とは 認められようもない姿に
たまらずフィーナは 呆然として膝をついた
いくつもの世界を 垣間見選んだ筈の現実(せかい)に
どうしてこんな仕打ち 誰を呪えばいいのだろう

oyoso onore to wa mitomerareyou mo nai sugata ni
tamarazu FIINA wa bouzen to shite hiza o tsuita
ikutsumo no sekai o kaimami eranda hazu no genjitsu [sekai] ni
doushite konna shiuchi dare o noroeba ii no darou

Seeing that figure that she couldn’t accept
Fina couldn’t bear it and in a daze she sank to her knees
“In the reality I chose after peering through the cracks at many worlds,
Why am I being treated this way? Whom should I curse?”

響く無為な羽音が明日を呆気なく壊して
その最後待っていたのが
わが子を喪った私(ははおや)の姿か

hibiku mui na haoto ga asu o akkenaku kowashite
sono saigo matte ita no ga
waga ko o ushinatta watashi [hahaoya] no sugata ka

The echoing wings of idleness suddenly broke through tomorrow
What was waiting at the end of it…
Was it the form of a mother–me–who had lost her child?

ねえお願いだから その目をあけてよ
エフィー!鳴…まだ碌に抱きしめても
いなかったのに……
大切なモノを 奪われる未来に
何の価値があるのかとただ自問し続けた

nee onegai dakara sono me o akete yo
Efii! Aa… mada roku ni dakishimete mo
inakatta no ni…
taisetsu na MONO o ubawareru mirai ni
nan no kachi ga aru no ka to tada jimon shitsudzuketa

Please, I’m begging you, open your eyes!
Effie! Ah… even though I’m still holding her
She’s gone…
I kept asking myself, what worth is there in a future
Where what’s precious to me is taken from me?

何度も何度も頭を振って
必死に否定しようとするけど
何度も何度も蘇る光景
そして倒れ伏すフィーナ

nandomo nandomo atama o futte
hisshi ni hitei shiyou to suru kedo
nandomo nandomo yomigaeru koukei
soshite taorefusu FIINA

Over and over, shaking her head
She tried with all her might to deny it, but
Over and over, the vision returned
And so Fina fell to the ground

放棄せよ
ただ嫌悪せよ
生を選び地を這うその姿
絶望せよ
ただ恭順せよ
明日も選ぶことのないように
その一切から目を逸らしても――

houki seyo
tada ken’o seyo
sei o erabi chi o hau sono sugata
zetsubou seyo
tada kyoujun seyo
asu mo erabu koto no nai you ni
sono issai kara me o sorashite mo–

Abandon it
Simply hate it
That form that chooses life and creeps along the ground
Despair
Simply submit
Tomorrow isn’t something you can choose
Even if you turn your eyes away from everything–

ねえもういいでしょう? 貴女の未来なんて
こんなどうしようもない結末しか待っていないのだから
愛しているなら 死なせたくないなら
貴女の“選び取る”道など一つしかない

nee mou ii deshou? anata no mirai nante
konna doushiyou mo nai ketsumatsu shika matte inai no dakara
aishite iru nara shinasetakunai nara
anata no “erabitoru” michi nado hitotsu shika nai

Isn’t that enough? In your future,
All that awaits is this conclusion which nothing can be done about
If you love her, if you don’t want her to die
There’s only one path that you can “choose”

現実は虚ろ 告解の果てに
全て否定する 薬を一つ
これで貴女も きっと幸せに
永遠の世界を歩もう――

genjitsu wa utsuro kokkai no hate ni
subete hitei suru kusuri o hitotsu
kore de anata mo kitto shiawase ni
eien no sekai o ayumou–

Reality is empty; at the end of confession
Take this one medicine that will deny everything
With this, even you can happily
Walk in the world of eternity–

「愛を注がれる間もなく、消えていく。
そんな可能性は、
最初から生まれない方がいい。
そう思うでしょう?」

“Ai o sosogareru ma mo naku, kiete iku.
Sonna kanousei wa,
saisho kara umarenai hou ga ii.
Sou omou deshou?”

“You devote all of your love to something and it soon disappears.
It would be better if such a possibility
Had never been born in the first place.
Don’t you think so?”

「大丈夫。
全ては嫌な夢。
忘れてしまえるからね?
貴女はなーんにも心配しなくていいのよ」

“Daijoubu. Subete wa iya na yume.
Wasurete shimaeru kara ne?
Anata wa naannimo shinpai shinakute ii no yo.”

“It’s all right. This is all a bad dream.
You can forget all about it, can’t you?
You don’t have to worry about aaaaaanything.”

「さあ、目を覚ましなさい、フィーナ。」

“Saa, me o samashinasai, Fiina.”

“Well then, wake up, Fina.”

「う…貴女は…誰…?」

“U… anata wa… dare?”

“Oh… who… are you?”

「知らないのも無理はないわ。
私は、
貴女の遠い血縁にあたる者。
倒れた貴女の様子を見ていたの。」

“Shiranai no mo muri wa nai wa.
Watashi wa,
anata no tooi ketsuen ni ataru mono.
Taoreta anata no yousu o mite ita no.”

“It’s not unreasonable that you don’t know.
I am…
Something like a distant relation of yours.
I was waiting to see what would happen after you fell.”

「これをお飲みなさい。
今よりも、もっと、楽になれるわ…」

“Kore o o-nominasai.
Ima yori mo, motto, raku ni nareru wa…”

“Please, drink this.
You’ll feel better…”

「フィーナ。
残酷な運命に翻弄された少女。
そうしてあるときを境に、
彼女の行方は誰も知ることはなかった――」

“Fiina.
Zankoku na unmei ni honrou sareta shoujo.
Sou shite aru toki o sakai ni,
Kanojo no yukue wa dare mo shiru koto wa nakatta–“

“Fina.
A girl toyed with by the cruelties of fate.
And thus, since that time,
Her whereabouts have been unknown to everyone–”

(Original lyrics by RD-Sounds)

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