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DUSTCELL – Heaven and Hell

May 15, 2020

何故興味を示すか 何故しがみつくのか
口から毒撒き散らし 劣等と妬み吐き捨て
頭腐った馬鹿が嗤う

naze kyoumi o shimesu ka naze shigamitsuku no ka
kuchi kara doku makichirashi rettou to netami hakisute
atama kusatta baka ga warau

“Why are you showing interest? Why are you clinging?”
The rotten-headed idiot sneers
Spreading poison from their lips and spewing inferiority and envy

壊れちゃうよ 可哀想よ
誰か僕を見つけてよ
目を擦れば増える居場所 safe area
誰も汚せない

kowarechau yo kawaisou yo
dareka boku o mitsukete yo
me o kosureba fueru ibasho safe area
daremo yogosenai

I’m broken, I’m pathetic
Somebody come find me
When I rub my eyes, I see more safe areas
No one can sully them

右と左 前と後ろ バグとラグが支離滅裂
価値が剥がれ落ちたCPUが
悲鳴を上げて泣き叫んだ
粗末な自分を抱き締めて
囁く「選手交代」

migi to hidari mae to ushiro BAGU to RAGU ga shirimetsuretsu
kachi ga hagareochita CPU ga
himei o agete nakisakenda
somatsu na jibun o dakishimete
sasayaku “senshuu koutai”

Right and left, ahead and behind, the bugs and lag are inconsistent
This CPU that had depreciated
Screamed and cried and shouted
Someone hold me, shabby as I am
Whispering, “Player substitution”

嗚呼 僕は今 この手から流れ落ちてる
血液と息をする
嗚呼 なんでも出来るよ 見て
身体が軽くなる
それでいい 誰かが言う
うれしいな 僕は応える
ねえ 一人でも立てるよ
よかったね 誰かが言う
ありがとう 僕はお辞儀をする
深い闇の底へ

aa boku wa ima kono te kara nagareochite’ru
ketsueki to iki o suru
aa nandemo dekiru yo mite
karada ga karuku naru
sore de ii dareka ga iu
ureshii na boku wa kotaeru
nee hitori demo tateru yo
yokatta ne dareka ga iu
arigatou boku wa ojigi o suru
fukai yami no soko e

Ah, now I’m breathing
With blood overflowing and spilling from my hands
Ah, I can do anything, just watch
My body feels light
“That’s okay,” somebody says
“I’m so happy,” I reply
Look, I can stand even on my own
“Thank goodness,” somebody says
“Thank you” — I bow
To the bottom of the deep darkness

Poisoning Dependent Get out!
I can’t find anywhere.
Someone hid my medicine.I will never forgive!
I can’t stand it soon.
Disgusting insects and dirty voices.
Can you loops me?
Tell me a wish. Release me early.
I want to end me.It’s the limit.
Tell me a wish. Release me early.
I want to end me.It’s the limit.

視界がぼやけてる 罠にはまっただけ?
誰かが駆け付ける『本当は偽物』だって
答え合わせはまだ? 痙攣麻痺もうとまんない
どっちの方が早いかな 僕が君を捕まえるまで

shikai ga boyakete’ru wana ni hamatta dake?
dareka ga kaketsukeru “hontou wa nisemono” datte
kotaeawase wa mada? keiren mahi mou tomannai
docchi no hou ga hayai ka na boku ga kimi o tsukamaeru made

My vision’s getting blurry; did I fall into a trap?
Someone comes running, saying, “the truth is fake”
We haven’t checked answers yet? The spastic paralysis hasn’t stopped
Which of us is faster, I wonder? Until I catch you…

耳を塞ぎ指を咥え 泣きながらも許しを乞う
使いもんにならない CPUが
嗚咽しながら泣き叫んだ
粗末な身体を包み込み
呟く「これで最期さ」

mimi o fusagi yubi o kuwae nakinagara mo yurushi o kou
tsukai mon ni naranai CPU ga
oetsu shinagara nakisakenda
somatsu na karada o tsutsumikomi
tsubuyaku “kore de saigo sa”

Covering my ears, sucking my fingers, crying, I plead for forgiveness
This unusable CPU
Screamed while sobbing
Enfold my shabby body
Murmuring, “This is the end of you”

嗚呼 僕は今 この手から流れ落ちてる
血液と息をする
嗚呼 お空も飛べるよ ほら
痛みがとれていく
これでいい 僕は言う
うれしいな 僕は応える
ああ 光が眩しくて
よかったね 僕は言う
ありがとう 僕は涙流す

aa boku wa ima kono te kara nagareochite’ru
ketsueki to iki o suru
aa osora mo toberu yo hora
itami ga torete iku
kore de ii boku wa iu
ureshii na boku wa kotaeru
aa hikari ga mabushikute
yokatta ne boku wa iu
arigatou boku wa namida nagasu

Ah, now I’m breathing
With blood overflowing and spilling from my hands
Ah, I can even fly in the sky, look
My pain is going away
“That’s okay,” I say
“I’m so happy,” I reply
Ah, the light is so bright
“Thank goodness,” I say
“Thank you” — I shed tears

楽園に手を伸ばす
深い闇の底へ

rakuen ni te o nobasu
fukai yami no soko e

I reach out towards paradise
To the bottom of the deep darkness

(Original lyrics by Misumi)

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